Returning...

It's been quite a long time, but the Universe brought me back :)

Hope my cutting honesty mood will return, seems it has been hibernating till now. This is to show how rare moments like this are...for a normal person, that is. Looks like I'll be a perpetual tadpole with a slow (at times reversing) process of growth. Why does it take so long for people to learn a lesson? To think about it, the Universe has been soooo patient with me and still there are times (quite many) when I prefer the slumber of habit and turn a blind eye on the lessons I've been taught...and the first one to suffer from it is me...who can understand this???

A quick glance back in time...since my last post I went through a very difficult period of my life, which led to my taking up knitting (helps keeping sane) but most importantly I learnt the most important lesson for me so far: doing the right thing often hurts and on top of all we are NOT capable of it on our own (it's soooo much simpler and hassle free to take the easy way out). Nonetheless, all the energy of the Universe seems to get triggered when we try to do the right thing, or even just want to and admit to not being able to...then something almost magic happens, something changes inside and you become able to do make the right choice and embrace it...it's like the Universe works from inside you rewarding your little effort of will.

sooooo today's little conclusion: "Do your best...and the Universe will do the rest" :D

try it if you can!!! it's a challenge

PS still awful with communication