Why? Just because...because I felt like leaving aside all that I thought I knew about myself and the others, about how the world "is supposed" to go...because I put my head out of the water and I saw that what I thought was THE world was in fact just MY world.
Maybe also because I found that I have not been my true self till now and I decided to start looking around, outside and inside, to see if I can find someting...or someone.